LoVe(Two)

Another night miss her so much but at the same time i hate her tat much too.
sometimes i really doubt tat she love me or not?
if u love a person wont u feel a bit regret or smth missing?
when i sit down quietly, suddenly she will appear from nowhere into my brain;
cant eat much, cant sleep well, cant even focus what am doin.
whole day jus walk around like a Goddamn Zombie.
complain is to bring out the problems to discuss with u see how we can settle the problems n it's not jus to share n forget it.
the feelin of secure i dun feel it from tis relationship anymore.
will yr bf/gf argue with u d then go out with a gal/guy?
everytime wat i said she jus keep sayin OK OK OK but after tat she will forget everything.
Another HeartBreak.