Hey~

Hi guys, last update was JUNE. Whao!!
I'm fine lately and was waiting for my commission. hehe~~
Let's talk about financial 1st, i just closed a deal and right now waiting for my comm. hehe~~~
Family nothing special but added another family member. ROCKY(labrador retriever). Very big side n very quiet.
Love, hehe~~ interesting part. i ended a relationship/friendship with her. i choose an END for it because i can't take it anymore. the longer i stay the stronger feeling i got for her.
Even thought after i ended it, i still dun feel letting go of it because i already had feeling towards her. haiz~~ wat to do. life still goes on and i have to move forward.
hehe~~ when i get my comm i think i should buy myself a watch. hehe~~
Guys, support me ya. Oush JIA YOU JIA YOU~~

Playboy????

After all this while, i'm that playful, flirty, active and so on~~
Am i really born with it? Is this really my FATE? haha~~ i got no idea, u tell me~
i miss alot of ladies in my life that i ever met. Heartless? ASSHOLE? Bastard?
Don't know why i felt that a person's heart can be sharing in many ways or share it with many people(relationship i mean).
Ya of course my lady can't be doing that(YES i know it's selfish).
May be my future will be lie down with many ladies in my life or may be i will be stay single till the day i sleep in the coffin, WHO KNOWS right? haha~~~ GOD KNOWS.
Anyway, just wanna share it with u people here.
i miss her, her n her~~ Muakx. Hugx. love ya.
Take care~~

Fling~~

I'm just dun really wanna make this decision but i can't be selfish or what, so i must make the decision for her because she standing at the position where she can't demand anything.
The feeling from her is strong n i can felt it but i cant just ignore that she had a 6years BF right?
Sometimes i just felt that she's kinda cold but sometimes she's really make me smile n light up my day!!
I'm not that kinda person can live with questions but no answer, u get me?
If she really would speak up n let me know how she feel n what she want then i wont make this decision.
I'm really dun wan to have a FULL STOP for this relationship/friendship.
But the situation leave me no choice.
I like YOU, I miss YOU and I want YOU.
Hugx~ Take Care my dear beloved.

7 Months Later~~

After 7 months i thought i already let it down but actually the mind n feeling still there but just didn't dig it out or pop it out.
One sudden night my friend using my PC to view my profile n saw this picture appear in my photos album and i was surprise n shock to see that.
After November we didnt talk to each other anymore. She live, she die, she suffer, she living happily also none of my business anymore because she leave me no choice but to make this kinda cruel decision.
When u thought u know a person well n that's the time u duno that person well.
My mum go to those fortune teller and they said i better stay away from LOVE, SEX or BF GF stuff because it will bring me bad luck n smth else. haha~~
I think this 2010 i will be stay single, what u think guys? haha~~
SINGLE?

Hey guys~~

Hey guys long time never update my blog.
Lately, i'm having a fling with this "C" lady, she had a 6years BF.
Haha~~ yeah i know it's suprise neither do i.
Just a bottle of black label will do the MAGIC n pull us together.
I asked her "do u have feeling towards me?"
She said "i dun wan to make u sad or make u happy about the answer."
So i duno what should i do, sometimes in my mind i would just think about her n wanna get along with her but sometimes i just wanna disappear away from her life n leave her in peace.
May be i'm just too free or lonely so i will think about her or wanna get along with her.
Damn~~ what's wrong with me?
Sorry Jesus, i have sin, please forgive me!!

"QUESTION MARK"

I tried to communicate with u, I TRIED but i didn't get any respond/answer from u.
Things carry on like that and one day someone will get hurt.
I dun wan us become strangers one day.
I didn't ask for anything but i only ask for answer/respond.
Haiz~~ I don't want to make decision from my heart or mind but i wanna listen from u.
Whatever decision it is, i will respect u because i don't like to force people.

You are my QUESTION MARK but not my confusion~

Stuart & "Penny"~

Haha~~ lately we kinda close to each other.
We go yam cha and supper then we talk about each other life n discuss about love.
She asked me to give her an english name!! haha~~ so i do research n survey, end up i come up with PENNY this name.
PENNY this name not bad what but she seem dun really get used to it or don't like it.
oh She hate VIVIAN or VIVI this name because smth to do with her love. haha~~
No worry one day she will be fine n be a PRO. haha~~
i never knew this day will come. i mean after we break up this long n end up we still keep in touch and come out.
Take care and don't be like me one day HWEI XIAN~~ u will regret because i'm taking all the sin n it's my pay back time. DON'T FOLLOW MY PATH~~
HUGX~