Struggling~~

After 4months i thought i forgot about her but until yesterday midnight i think about her again so i go to facebook and view her profile and i saw she upload few new photos and in the photos she's wearing the scarf that i gave her.
Yes, it doesn't mean anything but it means a lot to me.
I lost control again. End up i sent her an email, sorry guys. i really can't take it, my body's shaking and my mind keep on thinking our past.
God i have sin, please forgive me.