S.O. & C.N.

The topic represent names.
Things happen kinda awkward lately, she's away but sometimes i will think of her.
Not often but sometimes. i hate those people who spoiled other people relationship but right now i feel that am i that kinda person?
Damn~~ i should just let things follow the flow. Just enjoy the time we have.
Her smile attract me the most. Hehe~~ just a smile can light up my day.
Father, i have SIN. Please forgive me~

Father, i have SIN~~

Lately, i'm kinda busy n close with someone.
She had a 6years boyfriend.
I follow her to celebrate her Kai Jie birthday and we both just drank some not till that TIPSY~~
After that night, something happen.
I'm kinda confuse for that kinda situation.
When we hang out, we hang out like FRIENDS but deep down we know what's going on.
Sometimes thing just so WEIRD huh? i hate those 3rd person in the relationship n GUESS WHAT, i Stuart Ong become the 3rd person right NOW~~ haha~~ God must be testing me. haha~~
Who knows what happen next rite?

What Goes Around...Comes Around

Guys i can tell u "What Goes Around...Comes Around" it's really true.
I never thought things will be this dramatic in my life.
It's exactly like a mirror or playback video!!
I'm glad for this experience but feel SHAME for myself.
How many people? how many friends around u could really sit down n look back what they did n see what they did and feel regret for it?
Sometimes i hope i can turn back the time and just control myself not to let this thing happen.
It's GOD or ME who making all this things happen? DESTINY? FATE? 人为?
People said dun look back and should move forward but for me, i move forward n look back too.

She edit this photo and she love it so much that time and she even wrote blog about us n herself.
Such a silly girl but i like it. Right now i'm standing at her position n feel how she felt last time.
The feeling really is so difficult to explain. haha~~ Such a silly person am i now.
i love this photo right now. one of my wish for my birthday doesn't come true anymore!!
God bless her for me FATHER!!!

什么是对?什么是错?

Can u still specific what is right what is wrong?
Lately i'm kinda awake n crystal clear about what i'm thinkin and doing.
I lie down n start thinkin what's happening lately and i see alot of things.
I'm kinda worry my friends and those person i care the most but i just duno how to show them or tell them how i feel n what to do.
Atleast a msg will be just fine, right?
Jia you my buddies and Bros. Take care and god bless u all.

GooD DaY~~

Lately kinda busy with my career and hang around with my outsider friends.
i feel so real and happy, Sorrow no longer happen to me.
Hehe~~~ bye bye SORROW and say hi to happiness.
i wonder how r u lately? wanted to hang around with u but feel like always get rejected or u busy.
My birthday is just around the corner, i just hope i can have a wonderful memory with u.

Just a SECOND~~~

Damn~~~ tonight i almost die n u guys gonna attend my funeral~ SHIT!!!
i was back from a gathering with my friends then i had a few beers.
When i'm on the way home i drive 80/90km/h because someone told me to. then i avoid a cat on the middle of road then i turn to my left n there's a car speeding behind middle lane.
SHIT~~~ i duno how to express here man.
One line can describe it all~~~ "ALMOST THERE MAN"~~~
GOD BLESSING ME n my GRANDMA~~~
THANKS n i will not speeding.

回到过去~

Lately i keep rewind back all my past.
I saw tears and laughter. I hope i can turn the clock back.
I hope i didn't met EVE before.
I hope i didn't argue with Chin Yuan.
I hope i didn't hook up with that at club n didn't break up with Hwei Xian.
A lot of things happen in my past but all of them are unhappy things.
Yes, people should look forward but not look backward.
Sometimes, look backward i really feel so stupid that why u did this why u did that, haha~~ dun u think it'll make u laugh or drop a few tears for it? Yes it does.
A lot of people ask me which of your ex give u memorable memories? i will answer them it is EVE because i been through a lot with her.
If u ask me which of my ex treat me the best? i think i will answer u, HWEI XIAN, because she's the one who treat me nice n never give up on me but i let her go n left her alone at the corner n walk away(yes i know i'm such a ASSHOLE).
What over is over, i only can move on n be a better man.
God i have SIN, please forgive me.